im not eating till around 5 today.my moms making hamburgers for dinner,and she said that i have to eat one =( its only 9ish right now..and im dying of boredom.in a little bit,im going to play sims for awhile.hopefully an hour at least.then im gonna go up and read 5 chapters of my book i have to read for school,then im gonna come back down and go on youtube,xanga,myspace..ect.i havent eaten anything at all yet.the last time i ate was 8 last night because my mom made me eat pretzels...im not sure how much i weight today.ill have to check when i go upstairs..i probaly have some green tea while i play sims because im starting to get hunger pains.ill be back later<3
August 29th, 2006
August 28th, 2006
im trying not to eat too much today..i already had a piece of apple blueberry pie this morning,but im 108.5.i gained a pound.gross.ive been eating so much the last couple of days.i dont know what im having for dinner..but ill try not to eat too much then.i walked for about an hour already,and i did 100 crunches this morning.im going to do 100 more crunches at around 11 then im gonna take a cold bath so i can burn a lot of calories..i forget how much you burn..but you burn a certain amount for every degree.ummm ive been watching videos on youtube for the last hour..i always try to make a schedule for myself but i end up never doing the things in order..but anyways lemme try.ill watch some more youtube videos till 11,then ill take a cold bath till 12..then at 12 ill go on some ana sites till 1..then at 1 ill do some crunches,then after that ill walk some more,probaly till like 1:30-2:00.then ill go on the computer some more..then ill listen to some music/dance...then maybe do some more walking,then take a nap and try to sleep through dinner...im gonna get off of livejournal for now..but ill be back later<3
August 25th, 2006
i ate 4 pancakes for dinner!! gross.so ive decided that im not eating anything except dinner tomorrow.were having pasta i think.and salad.but ill try not to eat barley anything then either.surprisingly im still 107.5.which is weird.i need to find some new exercises..any ideas?its 7..and im bored as hell.im going to a hotel party soon :] crunkkk..ima blow my calories even more.im gonna go figure out what to do till i leave.ttyl<3
this day is dragging.its only 12:45 and im starving!today i had an everything bagel(nothing on it),thats 290 calories right there.i had 3 cups of tea and 2 cups of water so far.i did exercise a lot.ive walked for about 2 hours so far and i did 200 crunches,plus stretching.tonight my moms making pancakes and bacon for dinner.i love pancakes,so i decided to eat.im NOT going to have any bacon.i dont need that fat.but im probaly gonna have like 2 maybe 3 pancakes.ughh i dont want to gain all that weight but i LOVVEEE pancakes!!im gonna exercise a lot before and after i eat,but thats not going to help much.thats why im not eating anything else today.i havent eaten since around 7 this morning when i had my bagel,but ive been exercising.so hopefully that helps.if i dont eat the rest of the day before dinner,ill be really hungry and then the calories from the pancakes will be burned so much quicker.im going to go upstairs and do some more crunches.ttyl<3
August 24th, 2006
i did pretty bad today...i had a bowl of cereal in the morning,and then some green tea a couple hours after.then i had a couple pretzels.then later on around 2:30-3:30 i had even more pretzels..ugh and now i have to eat dinner because my parents are making me.im just going to have a little bit of sausage and some salad(lettuce).last time i weighed myself(i think it was about an hour ago,maybe less)i was 107 lbs.ill probaly gain another pound after i eat though.i did exercise a lot today,which is good.i walked for about 2 hours in total today,and i did about 200 crunches.im not sure what im doing tomorrow or saturday,but on sunday its my abuelos birthday.so i think were going over to my abuelo and abuela`s apartment in either jersey or their other apartment.theres gonna be a lot of fattening foods since its my spanish side of the family.plus cake and all the other kinds of desserts.im eating as little as i can,but i probaly will end up eating at least 3,000 calories!!how much calories are in birthday cake anyway? i gotta go eat..talk to you later or tomorrow.
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